Monday, April 30, 2007
Dear Diary
Ahhh....exam so stress study until midnight oil....so stress study 18 chapters in core book n in sec 4 books very stress until i cried lol ....the paper of science so hard i hope don fail can alr....over alr but still very stress over the science ahh...aiya Everytime so stress up....i can sleep last night la .Mr Goh really set the paper so hard last sum never do loh no time to check my work......I want to die lorh if i fail.i cant afford to fail loh....So heartbreaking study so hard never past i die....Very burnout nw.English do not wish to get 50 must get A loh all else how am i goin to study iTEs business course -temasek poly....okkkkki better De-Stress.all else i die in N levels time...Going MAD alr.....
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Dear DiaryHey tommorrow exam begins .So Scarred don't know what to do feeling very stress to and pressurize got 18 chapter in Sec3 book + sec 4 8 chapters....(science) wish i can do well and i can enjoy later must push myself to get good grades ....must get A for my subj except chinese is so hoorine like shit....STRESS LEVEL RISES ABOVE ITS PRESET VALUE... so sorry gtg now have to go for tution ....science test today was as nudgets....sure can get high marks lorh...
Friday, April 06, 2007
Dear Diary
It is Good Friday today .The day Jesus died on the cross for our sin...I went to Lighthouse Woodlands today ..The songs were new and i donno how it was sang as i was not use to it.The service today gave me a shock because my dad told me i was zoomed in the camera while singing as it was a video in tampines.... Sad to know i did not make to the Choir audition....back to the Good Friday ,the service was great.During the Holy Communion , i cried when i saw Jesus was hanged up on the cross for our sins....... Pastor Rony Tan say in his message today that we were all siness in Christ while god wasnt.In the miracle service God save the sick , heal the people and he is alive but we cant see him....he came in the form of man who died our sins.He is The Almighty God JESUS! .I was saddened to know that he suffered and was nail on the sins just for us.Yet we people keep on sinning against him and walking in the part of the devil Satan .Satan is out of our life we sins us and make us run away from God and walk the path of darkness...In Revelations ,we Christians in our last breath rise up to heaven to know our judgement day whether we go heaven and hell.There was no more death and crying.....After the service was over we went to redhill market to have our lunch and we ate chicken rice ,a drink and durian..... .We should not turn our back away from him and walk back to him and ask for his forgiveness....I hope to be raptured before the world ends arond 2060(according)to the national geography show
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Dear Diary
The Church choir audition had just over three days ago waiting for results....very nervous right now at this moment .I really wish I could get in to the choir and I do not wish to fail this round again...It is my second round...ahhhhh.i am so happy tat i did not fail my chinese .it is my first time passing it. I donno wat to say ...i am so scared to fail this round of audition ....i will not give up thats me.....
The Church choir audition had just over three days ago waiting for results....very nervous right now at this moment .I really wish I could get in to the choir and I do not wish to fail this round again...It is my second round...ahhhhh.i am so happy tat i did not fail my chinese .it is my first time passing it. I donno wat to say ...i am so scared to fail this round of audition ....i will not give up thats me.....